Dear Diary,

Well early in the morning got a text
and I'm posted to Early Childhood Education @ NP.

I dunno what to feel like happy or not.
Its like I don't mind it but I'm just afraid.

Okay so after the whole day of thinking
this is the plan :

I'm not going to appeal to any kinda other courses.
Cause I'm scared that if I appeal like so many times..
then I get the course..
and I regret taking the course so its like a bloody waste of time
so I might as well not appeal.

And if I want to further my studies.. I can always continue
the childhood thingy or go into business or comm studies.
So yeah I think thats the plan.

Insyallah my future will be fine.

Another reason why I don't want to appeal is cause
after I submitted the jae form,
I prayed and said to god : Please put me in the course that will be best for me

So I'm guessing this course will be best for me.

Well the only thing is that NP is quite far and my family is like:
"kau damai lambat ape lagi NP. you know you have to leave an hour earlier right?"

Yeah well I guess I'm taking that risk.

I just want wish all of my other friends/acquaintances
the best of luck for your future endeavors.
And to those appealing too. But if you don't get into the course of your choice
maybe it was just not meant to be and deal with it. This is life.
May we all still stay in contact.

I'll end of with this (actually it has nothing to do with the post but never mind la) :

"For a lot of straight guys - and I
know I'm guilty of it sometimes - when
you know a gay guy has a crush on you,
it is the most flattering thing "

- Harry Potter star Daniel Radcliffe

Haha so cute eh? And I think I kinda agree.
ciao.